I hate guys!!  They are lieing jacka**es!!  Last night my boyfriend came over, and he had a HUGE hickey on his neck.  We got to talken about it, and it from my COUSIN!!  When I lived in Seminole, my cousin was my best friend, and now she does this.  He had bought me and Iron Maiden wallet, and the chain on it was REALLY thick, so now he has an inprint across his face where I threw it at him and the chain hit him in the face.  I kinda feel bad now, but at the time it made me feel so much better.  The main thing that ticks me off is, that when we were talking about ex's and all this kinda stuff, he said he knows what it's like to be cheated on and he could never do that to someone.  I guess I'm just a nobody that doesn't count for much, becuase look wha the did.

I didn't feel like doing my work, so why not write a blog!  This sucks... I really miss this guy in my profile pic.  He's my ex, and I don't know what happened but he doesn't really talk to me anymore.  I really wish that he would, because we used to such good friends.  Before I met Cassie he was the only person I could really talk to.  I really wish I still had his friendship.  The really sad part is... I don't know what happened between us.  Even after we broke up, we were friends for a long time, so I thought we were okay.

I hate being around people!  Why can't I just stay by myself, and not deal with all these people and their drama!  I realize I have drama too, but that doesn't mean I want to deal with everyone elses.  Josh and Jon are the worst about it!  They're supposed to be these big guys who don't worry about that, but they're the biggest girly guys I've ever met.  That's sayin something because everyone thinks that my brother is gonna grow up and be gay!!  I want at least a week by myself, nobody around, that way I can deal with my bull ****, then I may be more willing to listen to all these people wine and cry, because their boyfriend left them, they like someone who doesn't like them back, they're totally in love with someone but cheated on them, or whatever the case my be!!